The Journey of my life

I am so inspired of studying because of her and I am happy everytime she smiled.

 when middle of August came, my feelings changed because there someone girl that had approach me and asking for birthday gift because her birthday was December 9 and she was persistent of asking, that was the start my feelings changed and her was Jonahlee F. Vasaylaje and the before our class i made some love letter to her that i have crush on her and of being a childish and very innocent, i had asked some of my classmates to pass it to her and I've realized that it so shameful of what i had happen, that day everyone knows who was my crush. everytime i remembered those things that i did, I'm unconsciously smiling and also my batch in high school remembered this her picture.

  

my feelings of her last almost 4 years and 1st year - 4th year high school, i am secretly staring at her because she had already a boyfriend and i don't want to interfere their relationship. the reason why I did not court her is i'm very "Torpe" or i ashamed of everything because i felt that I am not worthy of her and those four years of being inlove, i am always singing a love song like Ba't di mo pagbigyan, and many others. and everytime i saw her in class i felt happy and she already complete my day. when were already in fourth i promise to myself that i need to express and tell my feelings that i had love her so much even though we were relatives, it hurts me a lot but i told my self that we were not mean to be and i thought there will be a girl thats really for me and that would be in the college life, then the right time, day and place that i really need to tell her what my feeling for her, but the night before the revelation, i was already practicing what will say and everything. then after the last period of our class thats lunch time, i felt  nervous because that was my first time to tell someone that i had loved her so much, i find her and ask my classmates, where she is but they said that she was taking her lunch and probably be back, and i had waited her a hours and then there she came and approach her that i have something to tell her privately and fortunately she agreed, then when I start talking, my whole body was shivering because i am very nervous and all that i need to say to her that i had practiced the whole night in my head were all gone and those feelings that mixed up, it was just i cant explain explain the feeling of first time..

This pictures was taken during our 2nd year high school, we made a landscaping in our Science Park and it was fund and much of leanings that our friendships build up and we to cooperate one another, were just brother's and sisters even though we were unique in terms of behavior but still we make it successfully. Some of my classmates had not taken because they assigned in different areas of our school.

being an high school student, it was challenging and exciting because your friends were with us and it was amazing that even though we were in different schools during our elementary days but still we love each other, all the hardworks, friendship, happiness, sadness, shyness, misunderstanding and all of the stuff that everyone can relate during high school life.  

this picture is 4th year high school, and those are my friends and classmate, during those i was studying my notes and i do not know that there was a picture taking. i am so serious in my studies... 

there are a lot to story but thats are the most important in my high school life..